Saturday, 27 June 2015

Losing a friend..

Do you ever just feel like you're losing a friend?

One you never thought you'd lose.

The one you used to call your best friend.

Then all of a sudden things changed.

They started hanging out with other people.

People you had nothing in common with.

They did stuff and went out without you.

They made you the second option.

It was always you who had to text first. 

Never the other way round.

They would eventually stop replying to you after 3 texts.

With no explanation even though they're always on their phone.

You don't connect anymore.

It's just not the same when you're together.

It's awkward around them. 

So how to overcome the loss is to just move on.

They're not worth it anymore.

You'll find new friends eventually.

You just have to let them go.

And just move on.

Because they are not worth your turn.

Which is what I'm doing.

Moving on.

This happened this year. I felt like I was losing my best friend and honestly, I don't feel so sad about it any more. Because she treated me badly. Everything we did was on her terms. It just didn't feel right for me any more. Friendship isn't supposed to be like that. But I learned that people change over time and she did ever since she got a boyfriend, went out drinking a lot and met other people that liked to do that too. I didn't like to do that because I'd just get worried that I'd get sick or too drunk. She kind of made fun of me about it. 
And I would just get sad about it because I wanted to go out but I was just anxious and worried about it. 

But anyway, I've finished school now and I'll hopefully be heading away to University so I can finally start a new chapter and just forget about the dramas of secondary school and sixth form.

Thanks for reading this post. I hoped it helped you if you are feeling like you're losing a friend. It will get better. Trust me.

Anyway, I'll be back soon with another post. Bye guys. I love you all.


Monday, 8 June 2015

Where the heck have I been + Life Update

Hey guys!

Long time no post. It has been a while since I wrote something on this blog. The last post I made was in May and now it is the 8th June.

I'm gonna be honest with you guys. I have had no motivation for writing a post. I literally couldn't think of anything to write but I promise you that after my last exam my blog will updated at least once a week if not more than that per week.

As you may of guessed exams are also the reason why I haven't written a post. I have been revising and stressing over these exams. I only have three exams and I know it isn't a lot but they're still important. I had two of my exams last week on the Monday and Friday. My next exam is in two weeks bright now I decided to take a break from revision, procrastination, relaxing and trying to keep fit and write a blog post to explain my absence.

I've written a few blog post ideas so after my exams I can focus on writing and posting. I know this is just a blog focusing on lifestyle and it's a place where I can just write down my thoughts, feelings and also answer some tag questions. I feel like having a blog is great. You can just go on about stuff to share with other people and I just hope some advice posts I write help some people going through the same sort of thing.

Anyway, that's all I have to say. I'll try and write a post or two during this next couple of weeks but if not then you can expect a post some point after my last exam on the 23rd June. So I'll be back soon with another post. Bye guys. I love you all. (I really do, I'm not just saying that. Every view I get on a post or on this blog makes me really happy.)

P.S. If you're also someone who's taking exams maybe my study tips post can help you with your studying - http://megantime.blogspot.co.uk/2015/03/study-tips.html